welcome back Awal Khamis

assalamualaikum... hello minnions!!!...

dah serabut jugak blog aku yang dah bersawang ni.... welll the reason that i didn't update my blog is that i'm actually was not preoccupied with work of stuff.. i have lots of thing to pour between ideas feeling and things that i consider really important to be share with you guyys... first and for most.... i'm starting the new life in my own hometown for  not going to the place that i really want to go.. the karma i have is that, i had saw the person who used to be that hard in socializing life now a heavy socializer.. i don't mind he or she to be so because they choose that kind of living and mingling.... WHAT EVER!!!

and the reason that i like it, loved it actually is because i think that i am recovered and also really blessed in the changing that i'm feeling... i'm on the pursuit of happiness in my study..  to be frank i actually missed the life in TeSL... because the life there is so underwhelmed in thoughts and brilliant new ideas.... here i don't have that kind of experience anymore not that i be little this kind of people but i can't find anything make in sense in what they are doing and they are thinking not like the way i used to think.. the way in having real university lives...

i don't want myself to be like these kind of people being drool down into their lair of ways in thinking and stuff... sorry friends.. i don't mean to insult or putting you guys at rage... but the reason i wrote this is because i want myself to learn about the way people are living in the way they are.. i know i have had made this explanation more complicated that it supposed to be...

from the bottom of my hart peeps.. i'm sorry... not to insult... but as a reminder for myself..

i missed the thing i used to have...

i missed those people..

i missed HER...

i missed them..

i missed ijoy..

i missed azwa..

i missed arif..

i missed zakwan..

i missed athir..

i missed 2D..