is it?

today is your birthday,

earlier this week i hope that i'll be the one that wishes you Happy Birthday! first. but it seems that i did not manage to do so and yes i am totally disappointed with that because what the heck, a person -one of- that is really matter in your life when it reach to matter like this you are not there to be the first.. it's hard laa..

i was doing my assignment when i started to realized that it is already 1:03PM. i was 1 hour late to wish you... addoii macam ni la kan tapi biasa la, bila dah terlalu komited nak buat benda tu bom jatuh pun kita tak dengar. so i try to call you and i was thinking that your where asleep because i called you twice and it seemed that you switch off your phone and by that i assume that you were already asleep. so, i text you a 2 and a half page text explaining myself to you but when i almost press the "send" button, you called.. YOU CALLED!!

aku apa lagi, dah la berkurun kau tak contact aku and now you called me.. on your birthday in the middle of the night.. well the positive thing you called me in the middle of the night whereas the painful fact is that the call was free.. because its your birthday.. but nevermind.. so as i counted.. since the past 3 years me knew tonight is the 3 times you called me..

is rather a good achieve for me by you and i really appreciate it a lot dear person.. because i'm too speechless of what happen and still drowning, so as i say.. 

thank you for the call and the picture..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

you'll always be my belly mucux!!..