my resolution is what ever happens, happen

2011..

and now is the third day in 2012.

2011 kick start with a cripple left arm while in the mean time i was surrounded with the person i love and dearest the most. i'm living my new life in the second semester in TeSL. i have terrific roommates and a wholly whole new classmates. i end up to register a bit late than other people because of the accident i ran into but seriously i do look hot when i'm in it. haha.. i believe than i was a man-whore!!. lol!!.. like seriously that was a joke.

first quarter of the year is rendezvous. why? i was appointed as a director in a play which an assignment we were needed to accomplish.. i was really happy with the teammates aka classmates i have had. i was King Henry the 8th and my 'spouse' is kakak (=.=" sumbang mahram betol) she plays Queen Catherine dowager princess of Wales and also hihihihihihii... miraa (sigh with lovestruck) as an evil first-lady-in-waiting-then-a-queen Anne Boleyn. yadiyadiyada bla bla bla. in the end the play went to be 1 of the best 3 plays out of 6 plays throughout the two days of the play (as rated by us in which play miss Sally).

things are going smoothly and afiq pon ada sini dan aku pon sangat happy sebab boleh keluaq dengan lulu and also afiq. hoho.. turbulence2 here and there but i manage to survive. me and Fara Aisyah?. hmm.. turn out to be odd.. i am completely sure that all is my fault. dia ok kot korang!.. calon bini A1 tu.. like seriously.. dia hati batu (sebab aku), dia tak menangis sia-sia (sebab aku), dia 'comel' (salah dia bukan aku), dia sangat dengar cakap (takut kena bebel dengan aku #takut ke?) so on so on. ok.. now i know la that she is actually something that i should have had appreciated back then but instead dia aku bua macam tisu. cukup 6 bulan kami broke off.. kejap je dengan dia.. adehh.. tacing pulak aku ni khenn... pondan sangat uollss..

then after all of us have finishes the course we started out our own ways. living all of the nightmares and beautiful dreams forever afloat inside my mind. 2 semester had turn out to be tremendously fruitful in my anger management, decision making and also rationality. i started to bond more with myself.

i went back to penang and search for vacancy. i receive many offer from friends who had business everywhere. lastly i chose to work with TGV Cinemas at Jusco nearby. started working on the 1st April and now it almost a year i've been there. whoa!.. i thought i never survive there. as always people come and goes. tahun ni tak exciting sangat macam 2010 it turn out to be dull and dry.

mid 2011 i was elected as one of the liaison officer for the World Scholar Cup. it was a competition from many countries like UAE, China, Aussie etc etc. i met new people and learn new things like usually does. but this time the experience is different because the people below your age outside of Malaysia is much more homosapien  than -what i saw- people in Malaysia. i don't know how to explain but when you hear them talking and act they were actually more 'unprimitive' then us here. 

OH!! raya!!.. i have 3 outfit for it.. ohooohohoh.. ala2 diva gitew. of kozey la awalkhamis kena ada outfit vogehdebas yang banyak dan santik masham ituw.. hahah.. #gedik bapak.

then in September i was eligible to further my study not in TeSL or anything related to linguistic. but as a student in Bachelor in Science of Culinary Arts and Management in UiTM Pulau Pinang. i was like =.=" you gotta be kidding me. that was my last choice.. am i that dumb2 enough not to have something i like (ok i get an interview for journalism but i didn't go for it #such a waste) tapi ok la.. i thing its worth it. i can look after my mom and getting more money.. hihi.. again people comes and goes.

so lastly in 2011.

as what i have had been told, i taught people a lot but it is ought to be real because i myself did not see it.

they say i taught them ow to think, to live, and to decide but yet i did not do it. in easy way i was saying it without my conscious and i tend to forget what i have said. it is like i was possessed or something. 

as the headline is true yes. i am following the flow and also i am thinking of what have i thought before is going to be my target for this year as i turn to be 20 years old.