honey.. do not torture me much..

sayang why do you often do this to me.. i feel really bound to you.. not receiving your text is the most hardest thing when you already express your love towards me.. yes you do text me but that was not suffice.. because to be around your arms all the time is the most tempting things i would ever wanted..

sooo as of for that... i just want to tell you guys whom are reading this... this post are actually only trying to catch your attention.. and GOTCHA!!!...

haha... i know that the new update will only show the bold part of the text.. so to catch your attention i just merely trying to please you guys assuming i'm writing about something that is true..

so something true.. what is actually true or truth.. well the core part of it i can assure is that true or truth can be proved and proven to be something that is real and fact-full.. 

have been totally true to the people around you??.. for something that will jeopardize your life for sure that ain't going to be told because that would be a suicide..

well my friend had trouble with.. okay let say the person is A.. so A is bound to B which is A's best friend.. they have a groupies and had a gang.. long story short.. A falls for B and A does not like the feeling A's keeping in side.. so A seek for my guidance.. 

again long story short.. if you feel bound to someone and you know that the things will not going anywhere.. start move on honey.. you might say it is hard.. (yada3.. i don't want to know about your mid-life crisis...) try to overcome it by refusing.. because only by refusing you will get over that person and move on and by that the person will realized that you had no more interest in him/her.. 

List of things that you can do to overcome the situation of being bound..

1. stop texting the person

2. delete his/her text.

3. get rid of the feeling 'aww... you sent me a gudnite text'

4. if there is no more hope or it's only a "foreplay" stop doing it cz you know the other side only

    wanted to spare his/her time..

5. not to put too much hope.. cz when your hoping.. you'll break..

6. not to be psychopath if the person is a psychopath..

7. if you are keen to be a psychopath, try to learn on accept that its over.. people are many in this

    world..

8. remember that being a psycho IS NOT GIVING YOU ANY BETTER..

9. teach him/her a lesson that in brightest day, and in blackest night.. your will is your desire..

10. find yourself a tranquillity state of mind..

so to a friend.. i'm only a guy that willing you to help get through your problems.. and if anyone of you had a crisis that is similar to this or a contrary of it... try to adapt and thing..

we humans' are not that primitive with our thinking.. we are not mature sometimes but it doesn't mean that we are still primitive.. to be mature and not primitive is to let low the enthusiasms so that you can think..

this post went over a month of completion..

hmmm.. well.. it seems that i am moving on with new life and new people.. and i know this is the time.. time to move on.. AGAIN.. yes.. people do move on a lot of time due to occasions..

i know i'm ready to leave the things i'm ready.. to act mature is to know things maturely.. and i know that mature is not enough with only experience.. but also observation and on others' life.. plan ahead what am i going to do..  to leave people back is hard but people whom taking advantage of your kindness you need too stay away from them and be more agile..

love no more.. because it will came when He permits you to have.. so says Christina Perri

'Cause all that's waiting is regret 
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore? 
You lost the love I loved the most 

3 verse of words that's all needed..

i'm taking this highway rolled out the trenched of agony of my life.. pathetic coloured by humorous narcissism of mine i would way.. but in a sarcastic way.. i'm a sloppy guy in shades of perfection..

to be really in to this i know i had despite you and removed you to be my paramore for me to be jubilant.. cz i'm no smart guy nor clumsily perfect.. but i know i do related to anyone of you through six-degree of personality compability..

in my confidence.. this will be a half way through.. but to live like what i really want is to go way in ages.. but ages is nothing if i believe and i do.. so my to do list is:

1. to remove unwanted people

2. being wanted in the unwanted
3. pursue my real dreams that people don't know
4. stopping the things i like to do
5. do destruction to one's lived
6. doing number 3
7. starts ignoring the ignorant people although people call you ignorant
8. searching for lights and companion that is truly within you and to your spaces
9. evaluating people long enough before you trust them (which i am.. just need to strengthen 'em)
10. BE THE 1 YOU REALLY WANT TO BE IN A CORRECT WAY.. (it's not a sin to have THAT kind of hobby)




so if you are thinking of moving on.. think what you really want and ignore things people would say because you know what you want.. and the most important things is to not look back at your paramore and stuck back with 'em..

intoxicated by wasabi

hellooooo....

alolololo... comeyyy nye... alololololo..... haha... sebenarnya pujian mengembangkan tu adalah untuk aku sebenarnya.... haha.. what ever... so actually... dengan masa yang agak terluang yang aku ada ini... aku pon menjelajah lah blog-blog follower aku yang diorang mengaku setia dengan blog aku(boleh percaya ke korang ni?)

wahh!!... i'm shocked to see that every single person of them has a really great headers and structure(perasaan cemburu mula bergolak) cantik laaaa..... pandainye korang buat benda niii..... (hipokrit) dan ada juga blog dan follower yang tidak aku kenali... macam ada satu blog ni.. aku ingatkan blog member aku time asasi dulu.. sekali tengok jantina dia tulen dan kesahihanya aku tak pasti.. sebab what i see is what i believe.. malas nak buat research korek sana sini.. tanya itu ini.. so biarkan ia menjadi begitu sebab by time in the future people themselves will reveal it to ask without us asking it..

kenapa aku bold perkataan tu... sebab... lately aku melihat ramai orang bagi tahu masalah dan situasi diri dia.. even aku sendiri.. tapi aku punya cara dengan menyelindungkan maksudnya.. so orang akan tertanya... tapi the general idea is also implement in the status i updated.. eventhough my blog and statuses didn't has their enough follower and likers.. but i'm still grateful...

so back to the thing i want to say.. actually today i don't have any specific idea.. because i just woke up and still with eye mucus.. hahahahah... i just want to say.. maybe that this is the way it is.. but most of the posting and idea nowadays are really interesting in spite the thing that literally back fired me...

haha.. i want to ask you guys.. if you guys were stranded with to people in a time.. what would you do..

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you like A and you love B.. but B doesn't want to commit to you.. A is waiting for you but you know that your heart is still with B and it's maybe impossible for both of you to be together but so HARD for you to let go and plus you know that A is always be there for you but not as what you fell towards A.. so literally you fall for both but more to B..

possible answer people will say:

People 1

awal.. i think the best think is to moved on with A or search for anyone else..

Me

"your heart is still with B and it's maybe impossible for both of you to be together but so HARD for you to let go"

People 23

people are judging through inner person but we don't know what A or B might do next..

Me

that point maybe true but let alone faulty season.. from that you can judge that person..

so people.. try on thinking that best solution you can give but not some cliché same old reason that people will think and the you might think the best result... i know you guys are smart and genius...