this post went over a month of completion..

hmmm.. well.. it seems that i am moving on with new life and new people.. and i know this is the time.. time to move on.. AGAIN.. yes.. people do move on a lot of time due to occasions..

i know i'm ready to leave the things i'm ready.. to act mature is to know things maturely.. and i know that mature is not enough with only experience.. but also observation and on others' life.. plan ahead what am i going to do..  to leave people back is hard but people whom taking advantage of your kindness you need too stay away from them and be more agile..

love no more.. because it will came when He permits you to have.. so says Christina Perri

'Cause all that's waiting is regret 
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore? 
You lost the love I loved the most 

3 verse of words that's all needed..

i'm taking this highway rolled out the trenched of agony of my life.. pathetic coloured by humorous narcissism of mine i would way.. but in a sarcastic way.. i'm a sloppy guy in shades of perfection..

to be really in to this i know i had despite you and removed you to be my paramore for me to be jubilant.. cz i'm no smart guy nor clumsily perfect.. but i know i do related to anyone of you through six-degree of personality compability..

in my confidence.. this will be a half way through.. but to live like what i really want is to go way in ages.. but ages is nothing if i believe and i do.. so my to do list is:

1. to remove unwanted people

2. being wanted in the unwanted
3. pursue my real dreams that people don't know
4. stopping the things i like to do
5. do destruction to one's lived
6. doing number 3
7. starts ignoring the ignorant people although people call you ignorant
8. searching for lights and companion that is truly within you and to your spaces
9. evaluating people long enough before you trust them (which i am.. just need to strengthen 'em)
10. BE THE 1 YOU REALLY WANT TO BE IN A CORRECT WAY.. (it's not a sin to have THAT kind of hobby)




so if you are thinking of moving on.. think what you really want and ignore things people would say because you know what you want.. and the most important things is to not look back at your paramore and stuck back with 'em..