is it?

today is your birthday,

earlier this week i hope that i'll be the one that wishes you Happy Birthday! first. but it seems that i did not manage to do so and yes i am totally disappointed with that because what the heck, a person -one of- that is really matter in your life when it reach to matter like this you are not there to be the first.. it's hard laa..

i was doing my assignment when i started to realized that it is already 1:03PM. i was 1 hour late to wish you... addoii macam ni la kan tapi biasa la, bila dah terlalu komited nak buat benda tu bom jatuh pun kita tak dengar. so i try to call you and i was thinking that your where asleep because i called you twice and it seemed that you switch off your phone and by that i assume that you were already asleep. so, i text you a 2 and a half page text explaining myself to you but when i almost press the "send" button, you called.. YOU CALLED!!

aku apa lagi, dah la berkurun kau tak contact aku and now you called me.. on your birthday in the middle of the night.. well the positive thing you called me in the middle of the night whereas the painful fact is that the call was free.. because its your birthday.. but nevermind.. so as i counted.. since the past 3 years me knew tonight is the 3 times you called me..

is rather a good achieve for me by you and i really appreciate it a lot dear person.. because i'm too speechless of what happen and still drowning, so as i say.. 

thank you for the call and the picture..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

you'll always be my belly mucux!!..

summer morning,

the sky will not always bright,

collision of weather,

not cause trouble,

but serenity to peaceful realm.

nature in damp and cold,

whisper the gentle breeze

with cozy affection.

indescribably majestic,

trees shedding tears in mist,

of what happen to the world,

of voracious lust.

be there for me,

be mine when i'm lonely,

be by my side when i need thee,

not anymore i ask from you for me.

is to stay not to leave me,

only you i can foresee,

the nature that was given for me.

     

-AwalKhamis-    

3.28PM

3rd November 2011

for thee that appreciate thou..

shine bright,

glimpse in the sky,

does not fade in the night,

the you are,

my divine moonlight,

searching in the dark,

looking for uncertainties incurred,

but lies define,

covered in cold shade mist,

but rise through out from the shroud,

oh my you are so mesmerized,

cunningly bring grace to the sky,

with diamond blistering around you,

thanks only for YOU,

Allah WHOM give the precious pleasure..