to be saying the truth..

yes...

i've had been away for quite a long time in updating my blogs.. so the truth is... saya berasa amat malas untuk on9 apatah lagi untuk keluar berjimba ramba dengan rakan taulan.. sangatlah tidakk.. hahah... so.. as a result.. lots of people said that they missed me.. so... i miss them back.. hahah...

to be frank.. many thing had had happen lately.. and all these event put me in the thinking part.. do i really need to be in that situation to or else.. for example, i was a couple was fighting okay it's a married couple actually.. then i came across to read a novel that was really vice versa to it.

and for that.. i think.... do i want my LIFE to be like the married couple or the married couple in the novel... to it i feel bound to something.. i really wanna say this here... but due to rule and regulation it seems that i can't.. i really want to share it with someone with high security vault system.. hahaha... muka rock... hati macam marshmallow haha... sangat macam nak kena terajang kuat kuat dengan orang tu... hahah.... siapakah dia?? rahsia.. hahah..

well what ever... and also i came across to think of this said from izzul syafiq mazlan..

"you need to believe in the process of karma if don't believe in karma, and if you don't believe in it means you don't believe in GOD"

same goes with this that i kept saying nowadays because it may leads to many meaning literally and connotatively .

"the world still cannot be in peace if there still madness in one’s head"

but for me the real words really differ to my intention in my mind actually... well so what ever i think it will only leads to one thing...

"PURPOSE OF LIFE BY YOUR OWN INTENTION"

i may not good in wisdom.. but this is the thing that i always relate to in life.. i kept teaching people with this word:-

"it's good to have emotions but do not let emotion have you"

and

"be positive in what you're doing"

but me myself cant' do so...

enough with the philosophy.. the thing i want to mention is that...

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA....

aku tengah sangap nak pi korea... hahaha... boleh macam tu?... hahaha... bukan tu.... aku pon nak tiset fahrin ahmad jugak!!... hahaha tiada kena mengena pon sebenarnya... saja nak mengena.. hahaha... so on so forth... otak aku yang agak tintong ni dah kembali tintong bila aku sudah tidak mengenali budak kecik dua orang tu..

haha... my niece actually... kakak adeq.. huhuh...

so in the end i end up to like my life and in the mean time to hate it as well... 

P/S: kepada DIA... is hugged enough for you??.. when i asked what more you say i was being greedy...    sangat menarik hahah...