i'm a messed...

i am a mess right now... i've been kicked out from the house... and i don't know where to go without money...

there is so many shit in this situation.. because i don't know what the heck is my fault.. i am really pist off...

i feel so sad..

no determination..

no spirit..

i just can't explain how sad and disappointed i am.. because i can't explain how, what, or why... i just don't know..

what i know is i need to find a place to crash...