STORY OF AN HOUR..

last night was a disaster for me.... and i hope last night never exist ever!!... huuuuu..... i wanna cry when i think of the memory... 

it happened last night at 8.pm... started with ameen's fault.. i took and listen to his song in his mp3 player.. and yes.. as i aware that all of his songs are siti nurhaliza's songs... and there were few songs that i listen and i like... we was waiting for athir and haikal to go for dinner... then when 8.15 strikes he came... by that time i had repeatedly playing tahjjud cinta by siti.. i like that song very much since it started to be played on the radio...

nak dijadikan cerita lah kan..

i was in ameen's room and ready to go for dinner.. and yess.. i still sing it loudly with soprano's voice.. almost similar to siti's voice.. (ceewaahhh!!!)//

then i went out from ameen's room... still singing... and i saw hilmi in haziq's room.. i thought they having sort of a study discussion... konon la nak pergi tunjuk bakat... melalak2 lagu siti...

as i enter the atmosphere and i saw ABANG TABLIGH TENGAH BAGI TAZKIRAH... i startled and shouted!!..

me

astaghfirullahalazim!!!... (closing face and shout again) maloooooooooooo!!!!!!!....

at that time... abang tabligh just sat and laugh.. and i ran as fast as possible due to shame... i went to get ameen and move out from there..

i blabbed for almost 10 minutes about that... and we were still waiting for haikal and athir at the round table..

after awhile... i started to get fussy because they had took a lot of time.. i went to go to their room... belum sempat nak naik tangga abang tabligh turun...

apa lagii!!!!... cabott!!!.... and i hid beside the car.... bagus punya hiding place.... terjengah-jengah ushar line... dengan harapan abang tabligh tidak nampak aku... and used the other way...

sekali nah!!!!!.... jalan tempat aku menyorok.. ape lagi!!!... i close my face and sort of kissing the door's car and shout again...

me

maloooo!!!!... (pekup muka)...

abang tabligh

(he stop and looked at me and said) suara kau sedap lahh... ehh jangan lah malu..

me

tak mahu dengar!!!!.... tak mahu terima kenyataan.... MALOOOO!!!!!!!!.......

are there more??

hmmm.... do i have more story??... hmmmm.... yes or no, i also don't know..

journey of my life.. i was thinking that i wanna write about the story of my life.. but then again i was like.. "hmmm... do i wanna wrote that in here.. that absurd"...

i really wanna post something... but i don't know which one to tell first...

yeah... i do have one story... it's 2 days ago.. hahaha... really this also freaks me out. it happens in Sungei Wang Plaza on Sunday.. i was out with my sister and cousin... at first we were freaking insane about Times Square.. we.. i mean she spend almost a thousand there just to buy make-up and wardrobe... despite the nice and cute dresses she bought under mi pick.. hahahaha..... it was reasonable... first dress was at the price of RM129.90 and the other one was at RM299.90.. the gown is heavenly nice... i wish i have the picture...

then... after that.. the shop owner said... 

owner

"awak ambil dua la.. i bg you discount 10%.."

sis

"10% sikit la"

she press her magic number button and then came into a price of RM370.00 for BOTH of the dress.. and i was like!!!!... aarrhhh!!!!!... then my sis said that..

sis

"RM370??... hmm.... nevermind la.. still expensive.. but if RM350 i angkut masuk kocek??? amacam??"

owner

"waaa!!... hmmm... nanti aa.. nanti aa.... *click2 ktak2 kcing!!* okay!!... jalan!!.."

me and my sis was shouting like MOFO!!... hahaha.... we spend almost 2 hours trying all the gown.. its EVERIN.. hahah.. nice clothe there... then one of the dress was out of stock and we have to pick it at Sungei Wang.. well we have no objection to that because we are going there too.. hahah..

then we walk down to Sungei Wang from Times Square.. haha... it ws fun walking with them.... pitstop everywhere.. hahha.. then we reach Sungei Wang.. and once again... stop after stop before we reach THE shop.. hahha.. then my sis stopped at Elianto to search for eyeliner brush..

okayy... we make a pitstop here.. hohohohohoho.. i stroll to look for the new product.. nice.. then... after awhile i felt that a vulture was looking down over me to grab and chew me.. i was unease at first then i act i'm cool..

and then the vulture flew down to me... and i look at her.. OMG!!.. she was damn beautiful!!.... i almost jizz my pant!!.. hahaha.. don't talk about boner.... hahaha... no i'm just kidding.. hahah.. i ask question.. and lots of question.. she didn't reply.. but instead trying to put me on foundation and touching2 me...

hmmm.... apalagi.... a man like me would be very happy to have such pampering.. then after awhile i look at her... hmmm... HAHAHAHAHAH... okay3 jer... hahaha... takde la flat screen tv sgt... hahah... then my eyes moved to this one particular place on her right chest.. yes her nametag... and her name was

Hi! I'm

Abdul

(-__________-)"!!!

WHAT THE FISH!!!.... i startle and she pushed me to the chair because sher haven't finished.. KISAH PULAK AKU KAN.. lari la aku apelagi... termengah2 pergi toilet cuci muka... dah menggeletar dah kaki aku... and terkencing pun ada jugak.. perfectly female derr... whoww!!.... 'woman' nowdays can't be trust.. after i had controlled my hormones i went out to search for my sis.. and luckily she had done her payment... i went to her and at that particular time that 'lady' had sneak sher phone number in my pocket shirt while i used to mesmerized about sher...

monologue

huuuuuu!!!.... Kenapa jadi macam ni... aku tawu la aku hotsetap... tapi kenapa dengan drag queen pun laku.. aku tak desperate.... huuuu..... 

now i remember..

everytime when i think about this memoir i would laugh myself out loud.. okay.. make it as a memory... haha..

this story actually happened in Genting where i used to work back in early 2010.. haha.. see.. i still wanna laugh.. hahah...

this one day i wake up early for my shift for the day.. but it was a night shift because it was 24 hours day.. hahah.. i still wanna laugh.. hahahah... and to tell you i went out at noon to buy lunch.. and blablabla.. yadiyadiyada.. when the clock strike 4pm++ i take my bath and prepare myself.. then i wore nice, tidy and ironed clothe, purged on tonnes of perfume so that i'll smell nice and delicate like a cute cat walking gracefully trying to ask for more milk... nevermind about that.. then i put on my newly bought hair cream and i took a lot amount of the cream..

at first i thought it wasn't enough... well.. you lived in Genting, so you need to be nice and also looked nice so that you will never have to compete with any other people.. okay3.. i admit i want the eyes-on-me stuff but hell.. who cares.. i like to be so.. haha...

after awhile i've been preparing myself for work i finally done.. i started to walk out from my dormitories and heading to the lift.. arriving at the lobby the weather started to be foggy and drizzling rain.. hahah... i waited for the weather to settle down but my shift starts at 5pm.. and its already 4.45pm...

i made my decision to just trek in the weather.... i lived in Ria Apartment and my work place is at Genting Hotel.. so i need to hike.. haha... derr... tiring derr... hahaha... when almost reaching at the corner heading to Kayangan Apartment.. i ran into a person that i liked to watched.. and i never saw that person before this.. hahaha... basically we are heading to the same way.. until we reached the lift... we waited for a long time for that satanic lift... purposely said that.. hahah.. then that person started to talk to me...

person:

hmm... gerimis lebat kan..

me:

(eh3... aa!!!!!.... dia cakap dengan aku!!... suka3!!!.. hahah) mmmm... haah... yee..

person:

kerja Coffee Bean mana??

Me:

(eh3.. dia cakap lagi la dengan aku.. berbunganya hati... hahah) Coffee Bean GTG.. (due to excessive shyness of mine a paragraph of questions were replied with only a sentence of word.. hhaha)

person:

baru kerja ke dekat situ.. tak pernah nampak pun before this..

me:

haah.. ada lah dalam 2 bulan..

person:

oohh... no wonder... because i used to worked there before... last 3 month..

me:

(ahhhh!!!..... dia pernah kerja CBTL!!.. haha.. lagi suka la aku.. dah la muka dia bapak ahh!!... memang type aku lah) owhh.. yeke... patut laa macam familiar.. (cewaahh... mengayat kau!!... hahaha)

then that one particular lift stop by at our floor and we went in... and we exit on the same floor.. we continue chit chat... yadiyadiyada.. arriving at ground floor.. that person went out first and said..

person:

nice talking to you.. actually rambut you penuh dengan hair cream yang basah kena air gerimis tadi and it dripping.. (terus blah senyum3)..

me:

hahh??... apa3???...

one of the section in the lift the wall was actually can reflect.. and i look.. and it was like dandruff and a big one.. betapa malunya aku... orang yang type aku tegur tentang flaws yang amat ketara in front of my face.. maluu gila weyy... keennaapaaa....... :(

kau bernama Siti Nur Fadhilah Zulkaply

you women....

you women.....

you women......

you women.......

you women.........

only that i can say...

you are a hectic driver...

but yet you are a very LEMBAP driver!!..

you are cute..

you are bubbly..

you make me laugh..

you make me wanna pfftt!!~~...

you do make raod laws by yourself..

you do make stupid things of yourself..

you kinda like your attire..

but you also a very lousy in very uttering your attire..

you women....

you women.....

you women......

you women.......

you women.........

kau bernama Izni Nabilah Khairul Azhar..

you are shitty..

you are that when you are you are..

you are a poser..

when you are bitch talking..

you are a crazy dancer..

when you are horny to dance..

you are there to stand for a war..

but you run when you were... umm.. no idea..

you are a singing..

when there weren't any frog to sing..

you start running..

when i started to do something..

but deep inside..

who knew what was i thinking of you...

sometimes..

recently world are not on my side..

the weather is not that bright anymore

the surrounding is not that lively anymore

the food i ate are not that delicious anymore

the drink i drank are not that nice anymore

the girl i used to go out with is not there anymore

the stuff i do are not that perfect anymore

even my cat hates me... she ditch me for another cat... what's with intimating with another mate!!??.... why can't you be normal kitty??.. (am i normal??... hmmmm i wonderr??..)

so sad... i felt very sad... i lost my e minor guitar string due to hard plucking.. okay2... it's my fault.. my lappy is hanging.... always hanged!!... felt like i wanna hang it!!..

friend are not that friendly because they always make me feel happy... and it is wrong... like Gwendolen said in importance of being earnest..

"don't talk to me about the weather, when you talk about the weather i feel that something is wrong"

and now i don't like what am i doing... lecturer is giving us a tonne of assignment.. no... actually they had gave it like a year ago.. okay3.. that is exaggeration.. i mean seriously.. i can't blame it on drama... hmmm..... or is it just me??... i don't know how to arrange myself and it is not even my fault because my lappy and movie influence me to watch them while eating Thai food.. 

i feel like its the end.. everyone was happy with their life even farris has his so-called 'girlfriend'.. fara aisyah with her heart-breaking problem and she was happy.. i don't know what is with her actually..

athir is living happily ever after with ridz and haree haikal.. izni are getting her family to stop by for drama... well my family too..

mellea is getting very comfortable with her 'ministry' sort of thing.. and its bringing me down.. sara is happily married with zach!!.. WHAT ABOUT ME!!!... okay.. no more false statement.

why is everything is not buying me... hmmm... what am i gonna do...

but i'm satisfied with something that is something is perishing self..

we must separate..

i've been thinking for a while.. and i thinking i have come into conclusion.. although your relationship is not long.. but really3 love you.. trust me... my love towards you will never fade.. because you have give me lots of experience.. sometimes i be mad at you but sometime i cherish you.. you make me cry.. you make me laugh..

but my decision is final.. and divorce is eminent.. i could not say a thing anymore about this.. and nothing could ever restrain me from doing this..

i don't want to do it actually.. but it will perish me inside if i keep holding it back.. i'm so sorry but i have to do this... we have gone through a lot.. people say we are nice.. but deep inside who knew... only we knew.. we fought and we argue.. we play and we slay.. but never can ever put my feeling away.. i will remember this always.. for the sake of eveything.. for the sake of you.. me.. and and our live...
















GOODBYE FINAL DRAMA.....

to Fara Aisyah... hihihi.... sorry... false statement.... HAHAHAHAHA....

i miss you very much...

it have been almost til the end..

and the memory of you is still strong in my memory.. the time we spend together.. the time when you took care of me.. i really miss you... although it seems i wanna ignore you.. but i couldn't..

is it a why??.. no... its a yes.. a yes when i have to really know that you almost gone from my life.. i know i shouldn't do this.. looking at your face every time do really plunged a massive hole of destruction.. being in the same surrounding with you has had enough made me feel warm although that was only in my own dream...

i want us to be together again.. but it seems that... i can only do that with an inception oh my own mind..

i miss you along..

i miss you arif bahari..

i miss you brother..

lately i can't live my days.. seeing you... and your presence had done enough damage to our memory... do you still remember??..

i still remember when i used to cry by your shoulder and you were there pampering me.. ease me with your head-rubbing..

i miss you along..

i miss you arif bahari..

i miss you brother..

i wish i could talk..

but think i can't..