helloyellow..

first of all peeps i hate yellow... secondly i use it cause it rhymes.. thirdly i totally hate yellow..

it had been awhile since i wrote something and this time i don't want to make a bumpy-feeling-post-with-many-things-to-digest...

now i'm saying and i want to talk about being skeptical. in this mean my skeptical is about having only 1 define on something... sejak kebelakangan ni bila kawan-kawan dah mula buat aku rasa terasing ni aku mula berfikir.. sebab i would cry for friends thinking of friends would despite in me.. yes.. i may not say or do good things to people.. but i do very well knew when i do so i am sincere doing it.. so what does it about being skeptical.. as for i know i need to think it positively though i know its a lie

aku bukan nak buat post sedih tapi memang.. i do value a lot in friendship... bila aku dah anggap orang tu  is something special in me.. i'll start to care, i'll start to deceive stuff.. but there is limits on that... put aside being betrayed and left rotten on the sidewalk nevertheless dry with nothing.. but just say though i am... why must i be treated like that...

i do have people that i endear so much..

i don't want my morning to start with cloudy and cold day.. and if it does happen i'm hoping for these people to be with me..