last nite trash...

bnde ni sebenarnye jd semalam.. everything is not good.. i was totally mad at people..

story cm ni.. it about the 'relation'.. all thing went well.. and i finally can accept her to be mine.. and i will loved her dearly.. but adew menatang plak yg ttbe muncul dan mmbuatkan aq sakit at dan betul3 kecewa.. and i really dunno if i should or shouldn't i..

ape yg aq fikir... ok i do have the right to be mad to the people that don't tell me the truth.. sbb bnde tntg perasaan.. dan yg nk kene buat pilihan dan keputusan ialah aq..

everything is a mess.. yes i admit declaring wif her wif just a little love to spare is not good.. but i'll try to loved her.. in fact i will love her.. tp knp makhluk yg sorg ni ttbe jd pelik.. mksud aq.. ok aq tawu from popeye ages ago that this girl start to love me.. and it should not happen cz its against the thing that we are doing..

after that she said that she can let go of me already.. but what happen yesterday after aq declare then ttbe plak si 'couple' aq ni kte bdk pompuan 2 ske kt aq... aq xpna tawu yg dy suke kt aq... yg shrimp dgn popeye pown satu... knp dorg perlu rahsiakan bnde ni dan ikot cakap pompuan 2... this thing is serious.. they should've told me!!... damn im so angry last nite.. so what i did is.. aq post kat facebook bnde yg aq xptt ltk sbb aq trllu marah... i'll say and do wreckles thing when im mad.. truly out of concious.. amatlah sakit hati... yes starting 30/9 aq mmg ttbe trsa aq ada feeling dgn pompuan 2... but i think that if i loved her.. everything will be upside down.. and i cant love her.. dy mcm adeq aq!!... tolong la faham... dan bnda yg pling aq xfaham is WHY MUST YOU HAVE FEELING TOWARDS ME!!!... DARN IT!!!

so the ending is aq putuskn hubungan dgn 'couple' aq ni and aq xkn pilih sapa2.. xpe... biaq la aq sorg.. at least aq adew blog aq utk citer hal yg aq kdg2 xmungkin citer dpan2 dgn manusia.. sini j la tmpt yg aq boleh peroleh ketenangan sbb aq dah luah sumenye tat sini.. aq terlalu marah so now aq nk buat kering j 2 popeye and shrimp.. sbb aq marah sgt dan aq nk biaq.. smpi bila bnda ni nk melaghat.. sbb aq xkn tegoq depa smpi depa admit yg depa ptt bg taw aq yg pmpuan 2 suka kt aq.. dan pandangan depa antara aq nan pompuan 2 adalah slah..

pompuan 2 pown satu,... ubi kayu sgt awatnya.. cita kt popeye dgn shrimp.. and ask them to not tell me because u want to admit and tell me everything about ur feeling towards me.. so now what happen... org yg xptt aq mrah dah kena marah.. satisfied **** ******!!..

ko xkesian kt dorg ke!!!... im totally mad at u!!!!.. betul3!!!...

mungkin dalam ni aq xbg tawu complete story but anggaplah sume yg aq tulis ni dah detail..